there are 168 hours in every week

i spend approximately 14 hours riding busses or waiting at bus stops per week.

i spend between 3 and 4 hours walking between the house and the bus stop, depending on how many rides i can wrangle from people.

i'm working 15-20 hours a week.

i have 16 hours in class every week...that's inside a classroom on those torture device chairs they must buy in bulk at sore-backs-R-US...and for every single hour of class i'd say i spend another hour preparing or reading or doing homework or trying to figure out how to type a paper in spanish with the proper accents

...today somebody implied that i shouldn't be whining about having had a long day, and i should "get a job" and then i'd see

i may be overreacting but this totally pissed me off. i'm sure there are difficulties in dealing with a full-time job ... like boredom and tedium and apathy and lassitude and lethargy and ennui but FUUUUCK YOU if you think what i'm doing is "so easy"

ugh. i'm going to stop writing before i say anything i'll regret